I succeeded working as a fashion designer at Express, Vince Camuto, and ultimately Ralph Lauren. I had it all…everything I ever dreamed of, everything I ever thought would fill me up inside but I was absolutely miserable. I was completely out of alignment with myself and my purpose and I hated every bit of my life. I had worked so hard for a dream that was for everyone but me. My ego had led me my entire life and happiness and fulfillment never comes when seeking validation from others. On top of it my health was plummeting and I had no idea why. I did not know why I could not attain happiness. 

It took me 2 years to gain the courage to admit that I wasn’t happy being a designer anymore in NYC, a dream I had for almost 20 years and had devoted my life to. When I did, I left NYC sick with chronic illness and completely lost. I had no idea who I was outside of being a designer in NYC and I had been out of alignment for so long that I couldn’t ever remember who I truly was. February 2019 I got an official diagnosis of black mold poisoning and lyme disease along with more than 20 co-infections. My physical body couldn’t take it anymore and living daily was a nightmare. I committed to healing holistically which was awful and painful. Getting to the root cause is never easy. But everyday I was coming bit by bit back to myself. 

Through detoxing, parasite cleansing, eating a whole foods plant based diet, taking natural supplements and herbs, connecting with nature, and healing trauma I was able to rid my body of chronic illness. Through this process and spending an obscene amount of time alone and going within and re-connecting to my higher self my spirituality sky rocketed. Finally there was nothing standing in my way. I had been peeled layer by layer to rid myself of all of the programming I had endured throughout my life. Through healing chronic illness I was left with nothing but the pulp to rebuild who I was. I began to rise like the phoenix. I began practicing gratitude and putting up strong boundaries around people who were negative and sucking my energy. I learned quickly how sensitive I am and the energy of not only other people but also the energy of the earth and the ups and downs of the Schumann Resonance and how much it would effect me. I began digging deeper and deeper into myself so I could know myself better than I ever have before. I finally started feeling something other than distress.

I began journaling, sitting in silence, meditating, visualizing, and practicing kundalini yoga. I began to know my body better than I ever have. I began to connect with my intuition and guides more than I ever even knew was possible. The more I worked through emotional and mental trauma, the more my spirituality enhanced. The more I put up boundaries, the more I attracted higher frequency energy. To be honest, it was all happening so fast but I was hungry after living a lifetime of starvation from myself. 

I heard about the Akashic Records on a podcast in the beginning of my healing journey and knew immediately I was meant to read them. It did not make sense to me, but my intuition was screaming at me that this was it. I had no idea why, when, or how but my gut knew then. I didn’t start reading them for another year because I had so much shame and fear around what others would think. I committed to myself and continued going deeper with energy healing doing breathwork, reiki, hypnosis, and shamanic healing and this is projected my forward even further. I committed daily to working through it all because I finally felt like who I was always meant to be. So many emotional layers not only from my lifetime, but also my family lineage were being shed. With each energy release I felt more and more home. 

This deep healing kept opening me up and I could not deny my spiritual growth anymore. I didn’t relate to anything from my past and felt like I was ready to spread my wings. I began an alchemist journey of traveling wherever my guides led me to. I left Chicago in November 2019 and drove to Utah, Portland, Southern California, jumped on a plane and spent a month in Bali, came back and drove to Austin, then Colorado, back to Austin, flew to Mexico, came back and drove to Sedona, then up the coast of Cali (hiking, channeling, going within), down to Joshua Tree, Sedona, back through Texas and now back in Mexico which has become my home base.

While on this alchemist journey I began reading the Akashic Records. Not because I was ready to, but because I was told to. And I had committed to myself when I began the journey to do everything that I was told to. When I was in Bali my guides told me the time was now. Open them now! So I did. And I began reading for myself, then friends, then created a basic website to read for others. Immediately I began booking clients from all over the world. Tapping into their records and providing deep insight into their lives as well as accessing their past lives. 

Accessing the records was easy because of the deep surrender I was in. Everything flowed through me like water and I created a process that catered to me. I never sought out what to do next, I was always guided which led to me becoming trained in breath work, reiki, and reading others energy. I continued to expand my business with it all and just took action on everything that was guided to me. 

I lived 32 years of my life thirsty. For the entirety of my life I have felt like there is a hole in me. Something I always tried to fill. I always tried to figure out what I needed to do to fill it. But if I would have just gone within I would’ve known exactly what to do. I have never felt accepted or understood. Reading the records made me feel whole again. I have never felt more in alignment. I can happily say I am the happiest and fullest I have ever been. I will continue to deepen my connection with myself and source and continue to serve the world with who I am and the gifts I have!